Quasi-Emotional Trainwreck

Team, I'm trying. 
But my emotions are swinging on vines like Tarzan these days. 
Maybe it's the displacement of not having my own place / space and living like a nomad for the last month. 
Maybe it's that I still don't have gainful employment and I'm stressed to the max about moving in / costs / timing / GETTING A JOB some day.
Maybe it's that I've spent 24 hours a day, 7 days a week with my boyfriend for (literally) a month straight.
Maybe I'm just completely insane.
But I am pissy. And hormonal. And having to try REALLY hard to talk myself down off wrathful ledges that would end in horror and bloodshed. It's been a time of a very thin veil of patience and almost no ability to stop myself from bursting into tears at the drop of a hat.

So, while you see my adorable Instagram photos and tweets, please know that this time of life has been incredible!! And incredibly trying

Whatever you're up to these days, remember that it's okay to have off days, to need some time to refresh, to not always be on your A-game. The beauty of life is feeling things

The thing I've been trying (and sometimes failing) to keep in mind through all of these ups and downs in the last few weeks is

"You are always responsible for how you act, no matter how you feel. 
Remember that." ~ Robert Tew

Oh, and if you are going to have an emotional breakdown, do it here:

because.... why not?

Ever growing, learning, and changing,
Sarah :: Your Plucky Picaroon

Sarah :: Plucky in Love

Sarah, aka "Plucky", blogs on the reg, unless she's on vacation or there's a Pretty Little Liars marathon or she's mulling over the implications of the phrase "on fleek." She can't live without iced coffee, a portable phone charger, or equal pay. Say hello!

1 comment:

  1. Great quote! I feel like I've been looking for it in a way. :) -Alexandra www.simplyalexandramyfavoritethings.blogspot.com